30/100

I have never been to Las Vegas, last night when I looked up at the Karachi Sky; I imagined myself to be looking at a Vegas Sky. The stars, the moon and the dark-deafening sky with the silver-lining just like in the songs - were all there, but there was still something missing.
I take the sharae everyday, at whatever time-I feel like I have spent most of my life taking the same road leading to the same place twice a day, day-in night-out – getting this feeling of a 'bloody fixation' of some sort. I know I scored 30. Shyte, the day I took the test I thought I was going to ace at it…hahahhahahahaaa…I was soooooo wrong!
Infact I did ace at it, it was just the other way round.*Check this-Check that-Oh I feel that-Oh I feel this-Oh this is soooooo cool I am getting all my answers right-had I done this well in college I would've done God Knows what-if not the FPD.
It hit me that day, that all my usual behavioral patterns were anything but normal. And yet I still manage to runaway from my sessions. Its amazing how we could have such a basic function of deleting memory on a computer and not have a similar option in life, unless ofcourse one loses it in a tragic way. Ab, I don’t wish for that, that’ll just be too lame :D. I am trying to figure out what my first thought was the last time I went to the beach and my feet touched the water…the toes…you know how when you're feet are in the sand and you see the wave coming towards you and as the sea approaches your head starts to think-make up ajeeb thoughts-its that first flicker that I am trying to get at.
My head is being demonstrated in a weirdly mired way…its like in movies when jim carrey takes long steps (all in slo mo) making bizarre faces into the camera. My mind's all J-I-M.
Living in my own head, there’s not enough space for anything else anymore, but only if I could squeeze one teeny weeny thought into it, there could be a New World Order!!!!!
My tv set is on a standby mode and that freakkin red light is soooooo annoying, only if I had turned it off while I was still roaming around the room. Damn it! Life could be pained so easily-its pathetic.